Despair

Hope

A small ray of hope just passed my soul after a long darkness,
i smiled again but did not knew it was for a short while,
i did not knew it will take my mental peace away.

I want to be isolated now , for i don't want to see this world,
 which took the light from my way.
leave me alone and let me build my own world,
let me build my castle again in a different mould,
where i can be alone and happy, happy within myself,
Let me search the light within me so that i don't spear ages waiting for that ray .
ray that just passed my soul and took my peace away...
 
Darkness

Don't search with thy light for i m thrown in a deeper darkness,
 as hope just took away its ray .
don't search a cheerful garland, coz i m lost in valley of solicitation and you cant see that way.
I m a garden just burnt ,don't look for flowers so soon, coz ma ashes still have fire beneath them,
Let me search the light within me, lemme climb the hurdles that brock me, let the fire cool down,
You will find me once again, wait for a while, Just lemme search myself in this hay...............
 
 
Escape

no work, no love ,no money, no friend???
how long can i live in this cage?????????
lonely hour make me feel run away,
run away and make a new world,
world where i can live for myself,
world where my happiness not dependant,
world where i can live my life my way,
i wanna live in world,and not in an asylum,feel the beauty,
live the rains, enjoy the sun, absorb the moonlight,smile with birds.
no work, no love ,no money, no friend???
should I live in this cage or run away......